Monday, July 17, 2006
It's tempting.. To get a guy..
I have been weighing several important factors,
and given up those stuff that outweigh their risk-over-return factors
But i was urged to review my move.
Actually i could do better...
But i already gave you up.
3 more months.
I will still be your friend,
and my primary aim to nuture you into the best you can be will still be in place.
If i guide you,
if the 3 months could change you,
and if i have settled down,
I can only hope you will still be there for me.
Sounds pathetic?
No...
My feelings for you are nowhere near that.
It's so different.. i don't know what on earth it is.
But anyway. May the Gods give me the strength.
I am struggling to cope and the last thing i need is,
to fall sick and fall off balance.
Sigh.
The pains of growing up.
But i know no matter what, i am still a child,
Like what mummy darling said.
Also, i will take time off to pray for mummy..
Perhaps i should start doing it daily.
Please, for the sake of everyone around you,
don't stop fighting.
We all love you and i know you can win this battle.
I know you can.
11:04 PM
